我是一张白纸

Been thinking a lot for the pass 2 weeks… due to the boredom I get from jobless and aimless day I had… in fact, it serves quite a good time for me to think though and reflect on myself…

Finally realize something true… been living in the past for the past 1 year… trying hard to escape from the past… wanted to start a new… yet I am still trapped… I can sense that I am not far away from the exit… slowly… transforming myself into a piece of white paper… getting ready to learnt from scratch… yes… a new me… a fresh start…

I must not look for fame; rather think of new and creative ways to entertain people… I like to entertain and be entertained… I believe it is only this would bring me fame and honor… but when that comes… it will not be as important as being accepted by the people…

Think of what I can give rather then what people will give me…

我是一张白纸...