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the one "thing" had finally settle in my mind... seems that the other keeps popping out... or is it that this problem had already been there for a very long time since I was young but I am just too young to notice it...

Seems that army really change me yah... starting to think stuff in a bigger picture... not just myself... started to worry about things happening around me and my family...

sometimes I feel that I should be more selfish, at least I would not think so much things... but in reality I just can't do that, especially to my close one... now, I not only had to take care of myself but also consider about my family as well... things really changes a lot this year... or like what I had said earlier, the problem might had been there for a long time, just that I did not notice it...

Really hope that everything will be good for the coming new year... really don't wish to be distracted by these things... maybe... I should just go back being self-centered instead... dun care of any other things except myself and my own stuff…