Fairy Tale Ending...

Got home at around 1:30a.m in the morning, been for a night ride across Singapore, how I wish yesterday never ends… Finally I confessed my feeling towards her… I know we only been seeing and knowing each other for only a week plus but already I have a crush on her… It really only takes only 1 second to fall for someone… Sad to say I don’t know how to tell her straight cos it seems that there are a lot of things in mind that I really want to tell her… but… I guess she would not want to hear all my craps…

While driving back, I stopped half way by the side of the road… been thinking and trying very hard to accept what she told me… but I can’t… send her a long sms and hoping that I could get an answer… positive or negative really doesn’t matter… at least I need an answer… can’t sleep last night… no mood for my breakfast in the morning… my dad even ask me why I can’t eat… I just smile to him…

I don’t know if things are turning sour, she never reply me anything… no answer… Even if things can’t workout, I hope she would not hide from me… I am seriously deeply in love with her… she is really a very good girl… the type of independent and sporty girl that I am looking for all along… I told her I realize that the chemistry and character of a girl is the things that matter to me most… but I simply cannot accept the reason she gave me… simply can’t… As a guy I already threw away my ego for her… but… I just simply run out of words…

For the whole night, I kept looking at my hp hoping she will sms or even give me a call… 0230…0330…0430… nothing… nothing came over… silly me… but that’s me if I really into someone… don’t know why am I like that… not the usual me that comes into handle big task outside… once it came to relationship… I am just too emotional… sigh… seriously I really hope that she can think thru and I really do hope for a positive outcome… if it really does not… I really don’t know how to stop my feels towards her…

My thoughts are in a mess… seriously don’t know what I am blogging… everything in a mess… seriously hope to see her soon…

End of a Fairy Tale?

Wat a terrible start of a day… woke up at 12pm… piangz… slept for almost 10+ hours… really dun wish to wake up though my alarm sound at 8a.m… nothing to look forward to for the day… feel so restless any unmotivated…

Had 2 x “Ba Bao” for my Brunch… wah seriously full leh… Wanna work on my website but simply no mood lah… sianz… really wanna go out walk around and find some friends… but hmm… seems like I have not much of a choice…

My mind seriously looking forward to this Saturday K-ing with the foc ppl… haha… missed out last week K session with my friends; this week hopefully can go… Anyway, is the chance where we can meet again… I mean able to see everyone again… my voice slowly recovering but dun think will 100% recover by this week… but at least I can talk… it feels so terrible without my voice…

What to do…
Will it be a Happily Ever After Ending or
Simply THE END for this Fairy Tale...
No matter what, at least I had gone through this Fairy Tale,
Which leave me with those sweet memories…

-danny

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It already been 3 days since the FOC ended… End of a fairytale? Images and events of FOC keep flashing in my mind, everyday, every night been thinking of FOC and how I wish everything had not ended… why, why WHY?

Yesterday I know that some will go back to help pack some store, I am so happy to go back school so I can see the ppl again… having able to watch movie till late night in S3.1… feel so happy deep within… but of cos not EVERYONE was there… some left early some had other stuff to do…

Kinda funny why I feel so restless for the past few days though I already had ample of sleep… no mood to do anything… stoning and gazing in the air and one corner of the room for as long as an hour… there must be some problem within me… must be the Sagi side of me who always give me this problem… much more emotional compare to scorpio…

Have a chat with Big Kel on Sunday which makes me feel much better… but that’s not enough though… blogging as well does not do much as I knew that my blog is too “publizise” that strangers will be able to see… argh… I need a helping hand… I know only this person can help me… but is she willing to? Damn… I m feeling like a weakling… this is not me…

ADM FOC 06/07

What a week for me, our very first ADM FOC, I can say is a great success, though everyone in the organising committee are drained out mentally and physically.

Come to think of it, it was near of last semester that ADM club is looking for volunteer to help out in organising the camp. At that point of time I jot down my name without any hesitation. I am not sure why I did that thought there are no CCA pts and I need not have to gain points to stay in hall. However, I think I just want to give the Freshies a good orientation camp that what we, the pioneer batch had missed out, which is a very sad thing.

Then only to know that I am the house master for the camp which brings me much responsibility to the camp and house itself. Most of my GLs had said I have done a good job; however I feel that I can do even better. I give myself 3/5 for my performance of keeping the house morale and spirit throughout the camp. I am really sucks in camp cheers lah… haha… but Army had really train me well to lead, excel and overcome obstacles.

Seriously, on the last night of the camp when the bash is over, I feel lost… lost till the sense that I don’t really want to go home even though I am damn tired… In the end, most of us stay in hostel where everyone manages to squeeze in a room and talk cock and slept thru next day… Really had a nice time working and have fun with my course mates though we seldom talk to each other in school.

Only till then I finally realize that the friendship and lovely memories forge between us are the most valuable things that I had gained in this FOC.

I really miss the FOC, the people I work with and the cute Freshies…

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Been out of Singapore for the past 4 days… Been to Kuala Lumpur with my army friends… Big K, Small K, Guowei, Elgin, Weiyue, Boon, Loo and Loo “Shao”… haha… we play we joke we eat we shop… had a really nice time over there… hard to describe with words… let the photo speaks for me… here are some…

KL... Here I come...

Finally, tml my last day for work... straight after that I will be going to KL with my OCS platoon mates... haha... so cool… been waiting for this holiday for quite sometime... of cos that’s not only the plan, my holiday starts even earlier… watch soccer match at 3a.m… come work see see look look… handover some work then here I go to the RED Land… haha…

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